Nichi's Room

Hello!
It's me again, this time I use my precious time to write down my compliment about one of I think is my friend.
First! I really hated when a man spoiled with me, especially if he's the ugly man that I know, I'm not talked about his face! I talked about his personality, his double personality! And you know what i hated the most from him is...when We at the public area, he acted like HE IS MY BOYFRIEND! Uuuhhh!!! I really hate that! "you are not deserve to do that on me!" Even though, I really want to have abnormal friend, what I meant is gay's friend..but I really want of those handsome gay!!!!!! Damn, it sucks! I don't want ugly gay! I just want handsome gay to be my friend! Hiks...hiks...,
Note: if he once again acted like my boyfriend, I will kick him!

Hello..
So, here I'm.. Walking around at plaza without destination?! Haha so riddiculous.

Sooo, what supposed me to say? Oh as the topic says, Am I really in love? I really don't know. Well, I have thought of that, but once again I doubt it. I still didn't find the reason is, but maybe I actually have it.
Ok! Stop saying nonsense! Let's check it out!
1. I don't know why I kept smilling when I look at him.
2. Feel happy for no reason
3. Sometimes I do feel embarrased

Oh, maybe I fall, but maybe not,. Doesn't mean I do that three things, it called love. Maybe I'm just admire him. LOL

Damn, I really cant think at all. Because, I dont know for being in love.

konichiwa!!!
waaa! How are you today?
Honestly I felt so sleepy today! Don't know why!? But, it's been two days like this. I wonder why? Even I already drank two glass ice coffee, but still felt sleepy.
Until now.. (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
My mom said, maybe that I too tired? But! I didn't do it anything that made me too tired like this. So, she finally said, "fight it, dear! It's just a demon who's made you feeling lazy like this, ganbatte!"
I starred to my mom and just smiled to her.
The end, I start walked to the kitchen and make a coffee for the third time!. It's really such a pain in the ass!

Good night,

hello again to you..
tonight I feel kinda piss off. because, I feel that some of NOT close my friend has been "playing" with my feelng! damn her and him.
after, He "stole" my notebook and without my permission copying it, I feel so pissed off. but, when I got home, I'm not angry anymore because I think He is my friend. and hell...suddenly I really change my mind of him. I feel so irritated. it because I gave him short message, and he really didn't replied at all! what the hell he's thinkng! not helping me at all, and more important, he didn't worked the assignment.
and second! I've problems with my teammates now. the girls is so fuckin damn annoying. at first, I wants to work the assignment early, but they always said later...later...and later...
when they finally got the day, my boss said I've to go to PN at the same day and the same time, which mean.. I can't worked with them. and the most irritating! one of the girl gave me an expression that she really pissed off with me, behind her FAKE SMILE. fuck you!. it's they fault nOT me! I've warned all of you at the first time, and they really ignored me!. fuck you.
after that, we decided to worked separately. one of the girl said I've to answer questions number 4. ok, fine. but, the facts no one reminds me with that questions, they really doesn't have any responsibility! at least, they could send me a message, trying to remind me or what! but the facts, it's not like that. they kept silent, until now. somehow, I did it. I answer the question and send it to her.
but, you know what! when I say, can I have your copy of your assignment for my study-ing? she said OK, and will send it later, but! she just talk bullshit. I keep waiting! until now, I keep looked at my mail, but no mail came from her. I'm so disappointed!
and now, the only one I've to do is keep waiting for HER MAIL!.
if, she didn't gave me the assignment tonight, I'll not trust her anymore. ever. not just the girls, but also the guys too!. both of them.

Good evening~

hello again..
*sigh*..my monday not so special, I think..
this morning I went to the airport for escort my dad. because, he must go back to the his place work, at kupang, Indonesia.
and after that, I decided to makes my day better, so I went to the cinema at Tunjungan plaza, because it's monday, so i see not much people at there. and I felt lucky for that. then, I bought street dance the movie. at first, I want to buy eat pray love the movie, but in the end, I didn't take it, because I really need to avoid those romantic movie. (creepy) not because I dislike it, just I don't have the reason why should I watch that kind of movie and the fact that I'm still single. I think, It won't changed everything. so that's why I choose dance streets. even though, that also romantic movie, but definietly both of them is different.
so, I didn't regreted.
the story was good. I LoVE their dance, It so cool! espesially the main characters, they dance so well, I wish I could dance like them. (LOL).

after that, before I went to the gym, I decided to buy a coffee first at my favorite place, starbucks.

as you see, there's nothing special today.
I wish tomorrow is better than now.

now, I'll going to sleep.
so tired after running nontop 2 hours. (nuts)
let's see tomorrow will be better or not.

thanks for reading this useless diary. with the stupidness words.
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